Lonely.
The worst feeling when you have so many ppl around you, and you feel alone.
I think it's karma. Took ppl's stuff, now i have to pay it all back.

I wonder when i can face my fears? Trust, where are you?

I'm tired of losing, i want to win and be proud of myself. It's time for me to work real hard, if i miss this step, bye. There goes my future.

I must be determined, i'll keep reminding myself. Welcome to this cruel world.

Oh mine, i miss blogging.

Anyway, holidays are coming to an end soon. BUT, i'm gg to Bangkok with Josh before school starts! YAY, shopping spreee!
This holiday is awesome! Enjoying my holiday while working at NETS, found new hobbies, spending great times with my friends, family and Josh. Lastly, i've thought about my life. No more lost birdy.

I'm really happy with life now :) I'm thankful for everything i have in life, i'm really very blessed. Many times we grumble what we don't have/can't get, c'mon look at the bigger picture. There's many ppl out there do not even have what we alr have. No one gets everything. We got to work real hard for what we want, no one is lucky forever.

And i guess, i've learnt to pop a chill pill once in a while. Cut the silly worries, enjoy my life! Whatever happens, take it as it comes. :)

Yay, one more week and HELLO FREEDOM!

Although studying for exams is such a chore, i kinda enjoy it.
I'm so happy i found awesome friends during this period of time. Studying together, laughing at each other, fist-bumps as encouragement, etc. Studying became so fun!

But still, can't wait for exams to be over! I'm going to make good use of this holiday to learn new stuff, earn $$, and have fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun!


ok, bye bye!

i wanna fly away with you.

OH HAPPY DAY!!

It's gonna be difficult, but I'll do my best.
I want to make things work, and I have faith in us.
Thank you for the talk, thank you for accepting our differences and not giving up.