Yours truly,

2011-10-11T08:35:00.001-07:00

Lonely.
The worst feeling when you have so many ppl around you, and you feel alone.
I think it's karma. Took ppl's stuff, now i have to pay it all back.

2011-08-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

I wonder when i can face my fears? Trust, where are you?

I'm tired of losing, i want to win and be proud of myself. It's time for me to work real hard, if i miss this step, bye. There goes my future.

I must be determined, i'll keep reminding myself. Welcome to this cruel world.

2011-08-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

Oh mine, i miss blogging.

Anyway, holidays are coming to an end soon. BUT, i'm gg to Bangkok with Josh before school starts! YAY, shopping spreee!
This holiday is awesome! Enjoying my holiday while working at NETS, found new hobbies, spending great times with my friends, family and Josh. Lastly, i've thought about my life. No more lost birdy.

I'm really happy with life now :) I'm thankful for everything i have in life, i'm really very blessed. Many times we grumble what we don't have/can't get, c'mon look at the bigger picture. There's many ppl out there do not even have what we alr have. No one gets everything. We got to work real hard for what we want, no one is lucky forever.

And i guess, i've learnt to pop a chill pill once in a while. Cut the silly worries, enjoy my life! Whatever happens, take it as it comes. :)

2011-05-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

Yay, one more week and HELLO FREEDOM!

Although studying for exams is such a chore, i kinda enjoy it.
I'm so happy i found awesome friends during this period of time. Studying together, laughing at each other, fist-bumps as encouragement, etc. Studying became so fun!

But still, can't wait for exams to be over! I'm going to make good use of this holiday to learn new stuff, earn $$, and have fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun!

ok, bye bye!

2011-04-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

i wanna fly away with you.

2011-03-20T08:26:00.001-07:00

OH HAPPY DAY!!

2011-03-09T02:35:00.000-08:00

It's gonna be difficult, but I'll do my best.
I want to make things work, and I have faith in us.
Thank you for the talk, thank you for accepting our differences and not giving up.

2011-03-03T08:06:00.000-08:00

I want to be silly.
I'm happier this way.

2011-02-23T18:37:00.000-08:00

It's a torturous period, while most ppl are freee from work and school, i'm here mugging.

yikes.

2 more months to holidays!

But still,

i'm a happy girl with my favourite ppl arnd.

Kyna and siew, flea ftw!

Lastly, belated valentine's day with josh is great! Picnic-ed at Botanic Garden with his spaghetti, sushi, chips and monopoly deal.

(Minus the fact that he fell asleep on the groundsheet, leaving me to watch squirrels running about)

:DDDD

That's all, time for books.

2011-02-15T20:00:00.000-08:00

So sweet Josh made that picture. Awwww.

Thank you for everything baby!(;

2011-02-10T23:59:00.001-08:00

KYNA KNG, this post is specially for you :D

I want you to know that you're really special to me!

Thank you for staying by my side when things happen, believing in me and bringing lovely memories into my life. (and with siew, hahaha)

and you look awesome when you smile with your teeth! (:

Happy 20th birthday! and we will have lots more birthday celebrations together in the years to come!

On the side note, i love this photo below alot! (;

whoop!

and also credits to Joshy for his photos used.

2011-02-03T20:51:00.000-08:00

Why should I bother so much?
I need to grow up.

2011-02-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

i usually feel displaced.

2011-01-29T01:37:00.000-08:00

OH YEAH!

No more bashes, i'm sick of such events alr

&& no more clubbing for now.

It's bittersweet working with the bashies.

You see the true colours of ppl, hypocrites and the sincere friends.

I love to be myself and whatever you like to say.

PS. i miss my joshyyyyy.

2011-01-26T19:50:00.000-08:00

It's rare to see linh and i take picture.
So here it goes.
(:

2011-01-17T04:54:00.000-08:00

I'm losing it.

2011-01-12T02:48:00.000-08:00

What matters the most are those words you've forgotten when you're tired, those small things that don't bother/ matter to you.

And yay, Joshy's finally back!
Miss you!
And I can't wait for XLB buffet on friday!

2011-01-07T05:59:00.000-08:00

You two really really rock my world like dim sum girls.

hey honeystar, i love it when you smile.

2010-12-30T18:53:00.000-08:00

SUNKISSED.

sweeeeet! So happy to have them!(:

Hi lam! i am blogging okay!

Always enjoyed my evening with her!

Anyway, last friday of the year, last day of 2010.

So much happened this year, but i guess i have learnt alot more this year.

Awesome friends, family, boyfeeee.

I'm sure next year will be even better.

What goes down must come up!

2010-12-29T18:28:00.000-08:00

Sigh.

2010-12-23T17:55:00.000-08:00

baby, you're a firework.

2010-12-17T21:41:00.000-08:00

i listened to his finished words.

2010-12-12T03:25:00.000-08:00

Never give away your joy.
Have faith.

2010-12-08T08:00:00.000-08:00

Mushroom potty with fsome.

It feels it's a rare chance for us to hang out often recently. Everyone's busy.
Treasured the time together so much.

No need to say much, xoxo.

PS. when you look back to the past, you've realised how much we have changed.

2010-11-29T19:27:00.000-08:00

Up Up Here We go.

Hello, awesome Saturday against that devil.
Lol.

Flea-ed at haji lane with kyna, siew, and pak.
didnt buy alot, but it's always the company that makes the afternoon great.

Dinner at ikea after that.

with danielle and josh.

i couldnt forget how loudly siew burp!

walked around ikea, love the laughter and jokes.

So awesome. Maybe we can go stingray together next time??!?!

and indian man singing on bus was so damn epic pls.

and yes, to you with love. (:

PS. i dont understand why they need to hurt ppl to make themselves feel better.

sucks.

2010-11-18T07:40:00.000-08:00

So petty, cannot stand myself.

2010-11-15T08:21:00.000-08:00

The more I give, the more I want from you.

2010-11-10T18:25:00.000-08:00

Blessed.

Thank you for the bday dinner lam, and the fabulous laughing session.
I'm really happy.

And to have you by my side, i couldn't have asked for more.
(:

2010-11-04T07:30:00.000-07:00

Felt so complete.
I really had a great 19th birthday!
Thank you for all the wishes, presents and the celebrations.
Friends around me are fabulous, I'm super touched.
i love you all,
esp. fsome, kyna, siewsiew, debs, lena.
You all meant alot to me.
Cant wait to meet lam too, catchup!(:

You kept me going all these while.
Can't wait for tmr actually.

2010-11-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

Maybe just give me more time, i need to adapt.

2010-10-31T20:38:00.000-07:00

Yes, i love school.
I have fabulous friends like them.
They make school great. (:

AT DEB'S PLACE.

Grateful for what i have, shan't grumble too much about life.

Wish i could be every little thing you wanted, all the time.

2010-10-30T11:46:00.000-07:00

Fell in love this time (:(:

Happy halloween ppl!!

2010-10-27T09:20:00.000-07:00

Love my fsome, still my favourites.

Going strong babes!:D

Camwhore with linh's MACBOOK PRO.

(all she knows is to use the photobooth, lol)

No need to say much, always in my heart sweeties.

I promise myself not to repeat again, it's really ugly.

hate myself still, to think about it.

2010-10-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

They say, you chase cheap thrills and pay back in heartbreaks.

2010-10-16T19:26:00.000-07:00

Frightnight at dairy farm was so cool.
Screamed like a bimb with renes.
The other 2 guys were super daring, guts!
Guess they almost became deaf and arms almost got pulled off.
Scary, but had a good time.

Met up with kyna at buddy hoag and flead with claire and her.
Love their company, a lot. (Although you two always laugh at me) (:(:
And yay, I like the dress I bought! Cheap and nice!

Next week's bash alr, so fast.
And tix are all sold out within 4 days!
Well done, and finally I got time for myself. Not just caught up with marketing planning everyday.

Felt so far from fsome, I wonder when we will meet up again.
I really miss you all. I wanna meet you all soon.

Caught up with Cheryl too! Bitched about life and school.
We sure know how we felt about school and everything. (:

I'm rather uncertain about some stuff.

Shall learn to be firm and believe in myself.
Also, use more brains.

Sometimes I just want what others have.

Tata.

2010-10-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

Live your life true to yourself, and not what others expect of you.

Now i want something more, so greedy.

2010-10-06T10:20:00.000-07:00

This sucks.

2010-10-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

Hello, I'm struggling inside.
I do not wish to talk today.

2010-09-27T07:49:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it's kinda silly, i chose what i wanted to do, and now i'm feeling all stressed-up and upset.

I felt like i'm not living for myself, but to live up to ppl's expectations.

Headed down to check out Attica with the bash peeps last friday, and we sealed a deal with the boss to hold our bash event at Supperclub.

FOC clubbing at Supperclub later that night.

Drink, drank, not-drunk. Well done.

Met up with monsters today, finally. So comfortable.

Didnt get to meet lamzhuzhu today, take care babe. i miss you.

I wanna fall in love again.

and i love this one.

goodnight.

2010-09-21T11:38:00.000-07:00

Repent. Zouk last saturday was insane.
This week is gonna zoom pass very quickly, and I'm losing track of my study routine alr.
Sometimes, I wonder to trust my feelings.
I wanna go for good food with kyna and claire soon.
Monsters too, really don't know when we will hang out together again.
And it's really a small world, I want to stress on this point.

2010-09-18T20:25:00.000-07:00

Oppps, i did it again.
but i'm not gonna give a shit this time.

2010-09-15T04:51:00.000-07:00

Monday.

i love khonger, a great monday spent with her.

caught a movie, dinner and shopping! so much catching up done!

when will it be our turn!?!??!(you should know what i meant, geee)

hope to meet two other monsters soon too!

Tuesday.
teh-tarik ice-cream reminds of lhub teh-terik.

meeting up with claireong and kyna!

love eating good food with them, and of cos, the company!

meet up again soon, kyna!

thats all.

i loves cheapthrill.

2010-09-09T08:40:00.000-07:00

Lots of wants and feeling so greedy.
i want to have lots of moolaaaaaaa $$$$.

2010-09-03T11:00:00.000-07:00

Just my luck i guess. Why?!?!?!?!?

2010-09-01T10:17:00.000-07:00

Is our friendship so vulnerable? I'm putting in effort, i hope you can see it.
Work today is F-up. I hate it when i'm so used to apologise to make ppl happy. Sucks.

On the side note, Yay i got into SRC. I hope it will be fun, like seriously.

I'm learning, i will become better.
So glad to meet bestie up, for a short while.
I cant wait to meet lamzhuzhu. Miss her loads!
Monstaas too, exams faster over! DATE on 13 Sep!

School is kinda slack, and i'm slacking also. Lazybum siaaaaa, can't stand myself.

(:

2010-08-30T09:04:00.001-07:00

everything i see is so skeptical, what can i believe in now?

2010-08-26T19:10:00.000-07:00

i miss kyna leyyy and i think siewlin will soon get sick of seeing me. hehe.

and i hope school will get better, cos school is sooo boring i wanna die.

if perfect is what you're searching for, so just stay the same.

2010-08-20T09:49:00.000-07:00

Call me your sugar, i call you my candy.

The long planned meetup with lamzhuzhu!:D:D
(how do you define pretty?LOL)

Thank you for always being there to boost my esteem, you're really a great friend.
Love you lots, pretty.

You are amazing just the way you are.

2010-08-18T20:58:00.000-07:00

hello, i'm buibuitoh.
i'm so bored.

2010-08-16T19:45:00.000-07:00

let the photos do the talking!

Great sunday with OG24.

:D:D:D

2010-08-15T09:17:00.000-07:00

last week to enjoy.
i dont want school start, haiyaaa.
mixed feeling.

phuture was good, og24 picnic at barage was fun.
i enjoy work more at 313 now.
i love to be young, like seriously.

i'm thinking alot again, i can't stand myself.
gosh.

2010-08-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

it was like a dream, omg.

2010-08-09T22:41:00.000-07:00

Take it as it comes, take things easy.

2010-08-04T09:56:00.000-07:00

Shall blog abit since im not working tml.

Cheryl's 21st bday chalet was rather cool, and lhub gang is always so fun.

didnt regret staying over.

School is starting pretty soon, i think i should work lesser and enjoy my school-less days.

and its really nice to find someone to talk to about your life.

thank you brother.

Get well soon, bestie.

and final note, be myself.

To kyna, enjoy your oweek and siewlin, dont be so mean lah. prank me.

Gotta meet fsome soon, busy ppl.

2010-08-02T21:00:00.000-07:00

Thank you jassmine, for talking me out.
and i love the dresses i bought, i hope you love yours too.
I always enjoy meeting you.
Cant wait to meet you two weeks later.

I will be more positive, be brave.
:DD
Sometimes you wonder what will it be like a few years down the road, i really believe in fate.
Many things happen for a reason.

2010-07-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

I want to feel better, period.

2010-07-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

Actually i am kinda sick of working at ice-cream shop. In some sense, i cant stand some of the ppl working there. I miss having fun in the temp area in lhub.

Not exactly in very good mood lately, and im working everyday. Tiring!
I wish my parents can understand me more.

OG 24 gathering at newyorknewyork then wala wala. Didnt enjoy it totally.

and yay, i got jelly beans! Thank you bestie!:D

I'm feeling greedy now, so much on my mind.

2010-07-25T10:25:00.000-07:00

i won't forget easily, bummer.

and i enjoy chatting with bestie.

i am rather weird recently.

Supperclub is good, maybe at the later part.

i like my OG24 alittle more.

And of cos, flea with the girls is awesome.

So fruitful.

That's all, i cant wait to meet up jollypop. I got so much to tell her, and so much for her to update me.

2010-07-21T05:45:00.000-07:00

Thank you for accepting me, and my flaws.

You both are really splendid.

PS. Kyna, so glad you visited me on my first day. LOVES.

2010-07-20T10:08:00.000-07:00

School fees paid for school, so ready for school to start.
School is so expensive, I'm so afraid I will screw up again.
I'm gg to work like mad dog to earn my allowance.
I hate this kind of life, I wish I was borned with silver spoon sometimes.

2010-07-18T09:32:00.000-07:00

i am sad, and i can't tell you why.
BABO.

On a lighter note, i like this picture.

BB bold two camera so clear, i like.

and i like that girl in pink. Enjoy your camp and update me on your secret pal!

And i dont know how i can do without.

2010-07-15T05:33:00.000-07:00

I enjoy 'hi-tea' with Kyna and Claire.
Awesome brownie and potato salad at Esplanade library.
LOVE YOU ALL LAHHHHH!hehehehe!

2010-07-13T05:20:00.000-07:00

I enjoy doing nothing, but i also hate not doing anything.
I want to work, but i'm very lazy.
I can't wait for school to start soon, like seriously.

2010-07-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

Viva Espana! Iker Casillas, he won the golden glove award!

La Furia Roja!

Although i only started supporting Spain a day ago, I'm still so proud that Spain won!

:DDDDDDD

Not a big soccer fan, but i enjoyed cheering with everyone in Macdonals.

2010-07-07T22:36:00.000-07:00

Ong Siew Lin aka. Claire Ong, Happy 20th Birthday!

Thank you for everything you did, thank you for all the memories we had together.
Sucha great friend, you have turned my world upside down, in and out!

Stay as sweet as the cake,

and the ice-cream tooo.

BAZINGA!

Bittersweet times at the office together!

Good times with the Lhub gang.

Cheeers for our friendship!:DD

My shoulder will always be there for you to lean on, hehehehe.

I love you loads, of course, including kina the kiro :D

PS. you have to listen to me whine for the next few years in school! hahahhaa!

XOXO.

2010-07-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

Thank you bestie. It's really a joy hanging out with you.

2010-07-03T09:25:00.000-07:00

i just want to fit in, like any other.
Still in a big mess.

2010-07-01T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yay, I'm so happy today. SIM orientation was rather funnnn, nice ppl around. Plus, I love blackberry! And today Siewlin introduced herself as CLaire today! Hehehehehe. Feels good to be happy!

2010-06-30T05:07:00.000-07:00

The worst way to miss someone is to have them sitting right next to you and know you can never have them.

2010-06-30T04:41:00.000-07:00

Thank you kyna and siewlin, i'm so glad i have you both.
You both are the most precious i have gained for the past 2 years.

2010-06-28T05:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Jolly Pop,

You made my Saturday a great one!
I really enjoy your company and can't wait for more to come!:D

Resort World, here we go!

Lots of love,

Weixin.

2010-06-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

Felt so wasted each day. :((

2010-06-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

And I don't wanna miss a thing.

2010-06-17T09:41:00.000-07:00

Special dedication for Linh's 21st.

XOXO girls!

Time to hit the sack.

2010-06-15T19:11:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i do not know where i'm going.
I'm just taking chances.

2010-06-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

Fabulous Saturday!

Flea-ed with kyna and siewlin at homeclub, chilled by the river at Clarke Quay.
Long time since we sat down and talk.
<3<3 you both truckloadssss.

I saw Jessica toooo! Miss her, and we caught up abit!:D

Met fsome later on at City hall. Headed to Timbre, dinnered, chilled, laughed and killed some time.
Powerhouse bitches!!:D

Thank you girls, you all are really splendid!:D

2010-06-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

Nothing i can say, total eclipse of the heart.

2010-05-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

what was your first clue?
:((((((((

i'm travelling down the memory lane.

2010-05-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

i'm riding this emotional roller coaster.
Let me get out, it's making me all sick and terrible.

2010-05-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

ECP!

Genting!

2010-05-21T09:38:00.000-07:00

i never told you, what i should have said.

2010-05-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN!:D

AND this is made specially for fsome!(my face spoils the pic, thanks to linh for conning me to make ugly face)
I LOVE FSOME, WEEE!

I cant believe im pairing up with linh on SUN!
DONT CHA, BABY!

2010-05-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

wake up your ideas, dont take another step forward.

2010-05-09T04:44:00.000-07:00

i love you mommy.
for the trust and care she gave.

Great Sunday.
:DDDDDDD

p.s. Cant wait for Genting!

2010-05-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

I was told not to complain life is unfair, and learn to accept the good things in my life.
But apparently, i can't find good things in my life that ppl dont have.
Why can't i have sth special on my own?

Got the small envelope from SMU, saying my application has failed.
Well, expected but i still felt sad.
Maybe, i'm just another step nearer to say hello to SIM.
What's more? Dad encouraged me, telling me it's okay.
I felt really bad, looked what i've done.

I really hope May could let me and lionel to go Genting WILLINGLY. I don't understand why we have to go through so much, just to take a break from work.
I hate work. No, i meant having to see the black faces.

Tired. Find sth to make me feel happier.
I'm just screwed-up. I can't see what's next for me. I'm neither here nor there.

I'm out.

2010-04-26T07:08:00.001-07:00

i'll let my tears flow tonight.

2010-04-24T21:37:00.000-07:00

teddy bear, that's right.
but definitely not mine.

2010-04-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

Had a good chat with jassmine today, what more can i say?

HAPPY BDAY JOLLY POP!:D

LOVEEEEEEE YOU LOTS!

love wins it all.

2010-04-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

I CANT WAIT FOR MY FAVOURITE DAY TO COME -PAYDAY!

a great sunday with bestfriend, adventure and lots of food.
i cant wait to meet fsome up soon!

2010-04-17T08:05:00.000-07:00

steamboat at eva's house last sat.

and yay, linh is back!

spent a fruitful friday with fsome:D

i hate my job, i hate having to worry about $$, i hate i hate i hate.

i'm so tired, cant be bothered anymore.

2010-04-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm learning to detach.

2010-04-10T09:09:00.000-07:00

i dont want to, and i hate to face up.

2010-04-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

great ppl, great times :D

i don't need a parachute, baby if i got you.

2010-03-31T09:40:00.000-07:00

i really hate this part, where i'm hanging in the middle of nowhere.
tired, mentally i mean.

2010-03-27T21:14:00.001-07:00

♥ butter, my sweetest best friend who got me jelly beans.

updates for the week.

1. Alice in wonderland.

2.Sakae with Jassmine.

3. Arnold's chicken for JS bday.

4.When in Rome.

5. L4D2.

exciting week, and my pocket's burnt out.

2010-03-23T05:55:00.000-07:00

i dont even know what i'm doing now.

2010-03-20T19:11:00.000-07:00

Tied together with a smile.
:D

2010-03-19T09:14:00.001-07:00

i'm really happy right now, although i dont know how long it will last.

and to kyna, talk to me if you need. N0 matter what, stay strong. I'll be there for you.

2010-03-18T05:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY KHONG!
i hope you have enjoyed the time with me and zhen!
i love you.
sweeeeeet 19th!

2010-03-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

nothing to display.